I'm quite new to this; I have never created or written in this way or form. I'm not a writer myself; most of the time, I am scared of making absurd mistakes and then overthinking it. But I have decided to use this website to share my feelings and advice for those who need it. I'm an artist. Many people admire my art, but I judge it like a piece of nothingness, yet I'm doing art every day, always try to get feedback on it, and I'm preparing to get into an art major. I want to share as much information as possible about it. When I just started art, I had a limiting mentality: that I couldn't do it, but now, I realise that anyone can do it if they put in an amount of effort. I also like history, quite a big fan. I want to know why we are like this, what kind of mentality we had, and what drove us into these traditions and norms. History is vast and can sometimes be vague, forcing you to form your own theories/thoughts. Nobody is my name, because in this vast sea of people, I am a nobody.
I really enjoy "Sleepy Princess in a Demon Castle", I have rewatched the anime 6 times, and currently I am at chapter 236. I do want to have some merch of it, but it is so expensive and rare. The only things I have found are on eBay, and they are so expensive. I might remain only at manga as merch.
I mostly play Roblox due to my laptop being so old. Some of my favourite games are: Demonology, Dandy's World and Dive. Besides Roblox, I sometime pay stardew valley, the only Steam game that's affordable and works on my device. Even if it's a cosy game, I have completed every task in the game 2 or 3 times (3 different entries), so now I'm looking for alternatives.
I want to try more cosy games, like Animal Crossing, but I don't have a Nintendo Switch, and if I pirate it, it will just be VERY laggy on this device, so I resort to different Roblox games so it can cure my boredom. I'm new to "Dive", but I actually enjoy it so much that it may be my new top 1 game. I really like any kind of horror as long as it's not slop, even if its pshycological. A game like this that describes suicide in such an odd form is "Happy"; I do recommend it, even if it's not my cup of tea. A psychological game I like is "I am". I like it for the mere fact that I recognise myself in it, and I find a sense of comfort in it. Some of my favourite game characters are: Yatta (yes, that's my drawing), Looey, Yelan (Now, I rarely play Genshin because of its greediness and fanservice, but before that, it was an enjoyable game), Abandon, The devil (from Dive)
I am an unknown, a stranger to myself. I don't know, but I understand myself. Another reason for this website creation was to finally understand myself. I always wonder, "What do I like?. If someone were to ask me what I like to do, the answer would be "art and history", simple? yea. But never deeper. Everybody knows the surface of my ocean, what I like, how I'm reacting, etc., but never deeper. And I'm ashamed to admit it, I don't know deeper. I have been struggling with my emotions, so it's time to face them. For the future of this website, I want to talk about art and write what I know about history. I will divide it simply and easily. I'm also going to talk about my struggle as an artist and what I have been through to get here, and what I have to do to get further. For now, I will leave it like this, but it WILL be more.
